Personal best means pushing beyond limits, ignoring the pain, and facing failure head-on. If you think you can handle that, keep reading.
Alright, let’s be real—racing isn’t about participation trophies or feel-good “I showed up” moments. It’s a battlefield. It’s about dominance, hunger, and that primal drive to push yourself to a limit most people are too afraid to even touch. I didn’t step onto that course at the Morgan County Fall Foliage Festival 5K for fun or to soak in the scenery. I wanted victory. I wanted to cross that finish line, chest out, knowing nobody else had what I had that day. But here’s the punchline: I didn’t win.
I came in 4th in my division. 23rd overall. I can already hear the critics, the internal voice whispering, “That’s not good enough.” And I won’t lie to you—it’s not. I went in with a winner’s mentality, and I didn’t get what I wanted. But life doesn’t always hand you the finish you planned for. Sometimes, it smacks you in the face, forces you to chew on the bitter taste of almost, and demands you learn something from it. This weekend? It taught me more than victory ever could.
I didn’t leave that race empty-handed. I walked away with a personal best. Yeah, read that again. I shaved over a minute off my previous 5K time. And if you think a minute isn’t much, you don’t understand running. In this world, a minute is an eternity. A minute is blood, sweat, and every run you’ve ever powered through when your legs felt like lead. It’s earned, not given. You don’t stumble into a personal best—you bleed for it.
The morning of the race felt like any other—pre-race nerves buzzing, the usual routine. But when you’re a competitor, every lineup feels like stepping into a war zone. You scope out the field and size up the ones who could be a threat. There’s no trash talk, but the energy is electric. You know, the ones who are there to win versus the ones who just want to finish. I knew I had my work cut out for me. And that’s exactly what I wanted.
The first mile? Smooth. I locked into a rhythm, kept pace with the lead pack, and felt like I had it under control. But races don’t test your fitness—they test your mental fortitude. By mile two, the doubt crept in. That little voice we all know too well started whispering, “Ease up. You’re good. No need to burn out.” But that’s the thing—I don’t negotiate with weakness. When my body starts begging for mercy, my mind goes into overdrive. I’m not here to coast; I’m here to push until something breaks.
By the time I hit mile three, I was deep in the pain cave. And let me tell you—this is where winners are made or broken. Every part of me was screaming to stop, slow down, do anything but keep this pace. But I saw that guy ahead of me, just within reach. I wanted to catch him so bad it hurt. But here’s the brutal truth: I couldn’t. He had that edge, and I was just half a step behind where I needed to be.
I crossed the finish line running on fumes. Gassed. Done. Spent. That’s how you know you didn’t hold back. No regrets, no second-guessing if you could’ve pushed harder. I left it all out there, and that’s the only way I know how to race. But when I saw the results, I felt that sting. I wanted to place higher. I wanted my name at the top of that list. And for a minute, the disappointment hit me like a brick wall.
Then I saw my time: personal best by over a minute.
Here’s where things get real. That improvement didn’t come from luck. It didn’t happen because of some perfect conditions or a magical training session. It came from the grind. The work I put in when nobody was watching. The miles I ran in the dark, the days when my legs begged for rest, but I showed up anyway. The discipline, the relentless pursuit of progress—that’s what shaved that minute off.
Was it enough to win the race? No. But was it proof that I’m getting better? Hell yes. And that’s a win I can own. Because here’s the truth about chasing your personal best: it’s a battle you can actually control. Unlike who shows up on race day or how fast they are, you own your progress—just you versus yesterday’s version of yourself.
Let’s be clear: I’m not sitting here all zen, thinking, “Oh well, I did my best, and that’s what matters.” No. I want that win. I still want to blow past the competition and be the first to cross that line. That fire isn’t going anywhere. But this weekend reminded me that winning isn’t always about the podium. Sometimes, winning is about proving to yourself that you’re not the same person you were last time.
And that’s the thing about progress—it fuels you. If I can cut a minute off my time, what’s stopping me from doing it again? If I didn’t get the win this time, what’s stopping me from taking it next time? Nothing. That’s the answer—nothing except the limits I set on myself.
I don’t care what anyone says—I’m not done. Not even close. The chase for that personal best doesn’t stop just because I hit a milestone. It’s a moving target, and that’s exactly how I like it. Because the second you get comfortable, you lose. You fall back into mediocrity, and that’s a place I refuse to visit ever again.
Next race? I’m coming in stronger. I’m putting in more work. I’m ignoring the soreness, the fatigue, and the excuses that try to creep in. Because here’s what I know: the only way to win is to keep going. You don’t quit when you fall short. You don’t settle for a personal best and call it a day. You use it as fuel, as proof that you’re capable of more.
So yeah, I didn’t win this weekend. But I’m taking this personal best, strapping it to my back, and using it to launch myself into the next challenge. I’m not here to participate. I’m here to dominate. And if you think I’m done pushing, you’re dead wrong. The next time I show up on that starting line, you better believe I’ll be ready.
Because personal bests are great, but winning is better. And I’m coming for it.
Stay disciplined. Stay resilient. Live with PRIDE.
Jim Lunsford
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